October 25, 2010

I really am this scattered right now.

Since it’s morning, I’m feeling mildly optimistic.

(Lately, I’ve been experiencing more and more nighttime anxiety. The only “good” thing about this is that it doesn’t flare up until 5 or 6 pm. That means in the morning I’m all “wahooo, praise grilled Cheesus I am cured! I can’t wait to fly to Ohio [...]

October 12, 2010

Round Up

For the past two years, I’ve started to feel slightly more motivated in the fall. I’m hoping that momentum sticks around this year too. Right now I’m on about Code Beaker for stress with two huge freelance projects on my plate and two upcoming weddings (that I’m in.) Miraculously, I’ve only felt stressed and [...]

September 20, 2010

Walla Walla Rhubarb

Today I declared it a national holiday of angst. Where? In my brain, of course, where I am currently feeling sorry for myself, jealous, un-talented, frazzled, anxious and well — a host of other entirely negative emotions.

It started in the morning at preschool drop-off, where my son engaged in what has become a [...]